have you ever felt emptiness deep inside....feeling that no one is truly yours, you are trying to survive in d a sea of selfishness, you are loosing your mind in search of true you and eventually realized that you are not what you were, you have become somewhat blood sucking, useless, ugly crappy monster!!
Has it ever occurred to u that you have realizes that ur love is actually self love and the people who actually love you, were perusing there self love.
its occurring to me right now, correct me if i am wrong...
-Wahaj :-(
3 comments:
Salam Wahaj,
wauw I am really in shock to read a perception as this. Especially about emptiness.
First your not a blood sucking monster. Second it's normal that you feel loneliness. Every person wants to have someone in his/her life. But feeling empty because there's no one that you "love" and "loves" you back is something I cannot understand.
Your a muslim Wahaj, you know that there's a reason for all of us why we live. Why make some mistakes, why so many terrible things are happening in our world.
But be aware of all of this and knowing that in a year you will be a doctor insha allah and help many other people is something you can look up to.
This is a path that you've chosen, a path that might bring you to an even "happier" life.
But that doesn't mean,that your unhappy at the moment (filled with emptyniss).
Being happy to me, means having a lot of selfesteam. Especially since there are many people who would like to pull you down.
You have to stay close to you self (pray, yoga etc.). Try to stay focused because life is not a game.
And ofcourse having a lot of satisfaction. Satisfaction from the islam (by prayin, going to musk, reading qur'an, helping others, believe in an higher power, and a goal in life), by being actieve in my own community, working, studying, give workshop:D.
Wajah, you just having a dip. Because sometimes life doenst always goes the way we wanted it to be. Mainly because we get dissapointed. But hey, who told you life was pretictable (it's not).
Try not to have many expections, and be satisfied whenever you get suprised.
insha'allah Wajah
everyting will be fine :)
Thanks a lot Dina!! things u said are really practical, v.true and effective. I am also surprised by the maturity in your thinking, great!! you are right i might just be having a dip b/c of something happened with me in past days!! but inshallah, sooner or later i'll come out of hot soup :-D!!
Thanks again and i'll keep you updated with my blog post if you don't mind ;-)!
Hi,i think we feel empty because the world we live in is artificial,superficial and materialistic..and almost everyone feels that way once in his/her lifetime.what i do to overcome this is i take up a hobby that i like most and keep my mind occupied:)
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